Talk to Papa Joe: Gustong makigbalik (1)-A A +A
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Dear Papa Joe,
Call me Blue Panda. I am 25 years old. Usa ka Sugbuanon but naa sa gawas nag-work karon. I am one for your avid online readers sa inyong site. Almost everyday ko nagbasa sa inyong column kay in every story shared, we learned something.
I’ve been in a relation with a lesbian. I know in God and people’s eyes it’s really not normal to have a same sex relationship. But I do believe that love is imperfect. Well, just call her Lee. I met her through the social networking site last 2008. I can describe her as a very loving and responsible person. In the first place were in a long distance relationship, and makita nako sa iyaha nga seryuso siya. We communicate through text, calls, chat and e-mails. I cant deny that for the long period nga we talked, I fell for her regardless for who she is. Basta for me I love her like what normal people do.
While naa ko sa layo, Papa Joe, I am confident about sa amoang relasyon kay we do have a plans though we both know nga imposible but we are trying hard to make it happen. Everyday she makes me feel how lucky I am to be loved by someone who doesn’t expect anything in return. And at that point, Papa Joe, I am not looking for any other person but just her. Until early last year, something happened. I made a mistake. I met someone here but I hide it from her. It’s not because I am too weak to admit my mistake, but it is because I am afraid of losing her. I never intend to hurt her and God knows I didn’t do it intentionaly.
Papa Joe, I don’t love this man the way I love her. I didn’t admit my mistake kay I can’t accept the reality nga nakaya nako pasakitan siya. I was confused that time, and my biggest fear came when she broke up with me. No matter how I tried to explain it to her, it was useless kay she hates me to death. So, I decided to give way. Since the day we parted ways, wa ko mahimutang. Siya kanunay ang naa sa akoang huna-huna. Until I decided to go home and look for her.
I was in their place for couple of days. Since I’v never been to that place and I dont know anyone but her, it took me a hard time finding her. All of her contact numbers di ma-contact. So I decided to go back to Cebu. I decided to let her go and give her the peace of life she deserves. I never contacted her anymore kay I know once a person hates you so much it will take time for them to talk to you again. Time passed, days and months, Papa Joe. (SUMPAYAN)
Gipatik sa mantalaang SuperBalita Cebu Enero 28, 2011.